Friday, August 04, 2006

ppl..why are they so everchanging?


i can hear ppl crying..


i can see their sorrow.


but wad hurts me is tht i cannot do much help..


i was hurt once..


and yes..wanting..


u told me frends were nt for life..


u told me tht frends were nt forever..


but on tht very night u told me tht


u saw tears forming.. i hate crying


i really hate to let my frends go


and i also know tht u and i hav life examples..


it really hurts me each time i know tht another friend is leaving me

AND YES..


pentel. i noe ur gd intentions of tellin me to ignore


but sometimes.. u guys are really giving me unwanted pressure

i am just tired and worn out.


i dun hav the extra energy to quarrel wif u guys,


all my energy were given to my dear sch homework and tests..


aren't u guys tired?


why wun u guys get sick and tired of bickering


why can't u guys get irritated by hating each other?


why can't i be the passing cloud..i feel so disgusted when ppl start to be very scarstic

YES.. AND I DUN LIKE PEOPLE WHO THINKS THEY ARE GOOD


u guys will nv grow up will u?


seriously.. i dun even hav the strength to scold bac at tht annoy..


but thanks guys for helping me do the job

=)


and wanting..


i believe tht wad goes round comes around..


i hav so many life examples


and i guess tht u are smart enough to think of some..


now.. i am neglecting my frends,


i am being sensetive..


i just felt so old by the min..


i juz wonder .. why am i so not capable of doin those tht are required of me..

or is it i am juz lazy


and vic.. stop the wad.. "HE JUMP I JUMP AND HE GO I GO AND THE HE DIE I DIE"


seriously speaking.. it is not funny.. and i dun like it..

and stupid tenor..

u better stop asking why i reject him and why i reject another too..


cause i juz dun wan another boy to become my burden..i am not saying
tenor..


i am saying the guy which keeps on asking u wad i like and all those
coward stuffs



got guts come to my face and say it


like the guy in 4e1


..


another coward


i treasure wad i hav..


i am selfish


i am now in a sickening mode


my mind never stop thinking abt tests and homework



and i dun even miss anyone now..


i dun hav the space in my mind to do so..


like wad daniel said


ALL THESE ARE RUBBISH!!!


[joEY]